what is envy?

Sometimes, I really hate facebook. And not just because I'm so addicted to it it's annoying, but because I get so jealous of other people. When I scroll down and see all my old friends who are writing on each others walls and deciding when they are going to hang out over the break, it makes me sad to think that I'm not making any plans of my own. I'm extremely happy with my life right now, and it makes me sad that I can't share it with all the people I used to be close with. What makes me even more sad is that they don't want to know that I'm happy. I left their world the day I told my coach I quit soccer. Its too bad they don't want to be apart of my wonderful new world. Oh well, their loss :)